However I am starting to wonder if I was a mass murderer or otherwise evil person in a past life, and if all that bad karma is now coming back to bite me on the bum.
In the last month with Elliot alone we have been through 3 colds, 2 chest infections, 1 ear infection ( this is starting to sound like a very twisted version of the 12 days of Christmas).
Now we are going through a virus with an all over body rash, and impetigo, which is probably linked to the 3 courses of antibiotics in a month. This is the point where I scream very loudly.......
Today I have been trying to complete my 8 and a half hour shift while looking after a very poorly baby. I have done good with just an hour to make up tomorrow night, but we have had a lot of screaming and crying today ( and that's just from me haha).
Finally he seemed like he may settle to sleep, so I turned the light off, cuddled him and sang to him while laying him down in bed. Think of my relief as he got closer to that mattress and a few precious hours of sleep. Then think of my annoyance as I stupidly bashed his head very hard against the cot side, all I can say is "$£$^£~**@~£@E@E~"?$$@&@"" ( that's the PG rated edited version of my rant)
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